1 handed typing

makes for more concise 2the point wording... sometimes.
I find myself in a terrible predicament. It is teaching and/or showing me a couple things that i really did need to know.
The whole confusion of all this ... it's like a lake in early am, covered w fog- can't see anything... as the morning rolls on, the fog starts to lift and u can see a little more...
that's where i am atm. I do see things a little more clearly now... i think. If the walk of shame ends, i'll know maybe that he really does listen, and Is trying, at least, to allow me some sort of ...anchor... for the stormy parts.
I hate that this accident happened. I hate the spot it puts me in. I hate the spot this puts him in. At the same time, I'm so thankful 2have him 2lean on. He is being sooooo ....wunnerful... about all this. All I have 2do is let him know I want/need ...wever, and he does it.
Knowing what (little) I know though- only makes it worse that he's so easily taking care of me. I'm used to being the one that takes care of s1, not the other way around!
I hope, show sday 2show him how thankful/appreciative/grateful I am for being here for me.